20/10/06

// feeling :: warm
// prayer for :: tmr's svc

I just finished modifying the ppt I made for my dad. Sigh. My mom doesnt want the ppt to be sad, but thats kinda impossible? Its a "farewell" ppt. Unless he's happy to leave us in Singapore, it wont ever be "not-sad".

But as I make the ppt, I feel more and more sore about him leaving. I expect myself to accept it soon.. My mom told me that she and Dan are living in denial. They have yet to accept his leaving. Man. This physically hurts me.

Ah well. Tmr's church. I'm looking forward to that. Gab agreed to go with me, so thats something I should really thank God for. My goal for October is reached. But just going for one svc isnt really my goal..

Once Sis Cat said, its good if we're evangelising to our friends, and we will see them in heaven one day, "thanks to us". What if you see all your friends there..But you dont see your family. Thats already one big failure.

Heh ...